I don’t really know why but I am punchy today.

Really punchy.

And I’m not the only one.

You know those days when everything is grey and nothing goes according to plan. When you feel like you are being slighted by everyone- even as your logical brain tells you it is just paranoia as a result of sleep deprivation and the crappy weather.

I woke up off and people are hearing it in my voice. I am not annoyed at them- I am annoyed at life.

Is this what it feels like to go through a mid-life crisis? Lost? Rudderless?

It is a day when nothing looks or feels right- like maybe I am slightly out of phase with the rest of the world. It can’t be everything and everyone else so it must be me.

I hate going around in circles but today, it is not just work. It is everything.

I am thinking it was a wise decision to book a few vacation days round this weekend. I am spending part of the time at my parent’s place- we’ll see if that helps or exacerbates the situation. Right now it is a 50-50 proposition.

Maybe a little music therapy will help. There is nothing like a little Cyprus Hill to sharpen that @ss-kicking edge.


~ by angryegg on June 17, 2009.

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